I think (and this is a really tentative and overly-optimistic "think") I'm recovering from whatever's been going on.
Kind of. Geh. -__-
The tiredness is dissipating-- but now, what's taken its place? Headaches. Don't even know where they came from, and they're the same type of headaches I got when I pulled my back + neck a few weeks ago. It's just... aaaGHHGHH. Like, I didn't struggle with AP Calc for eight months to get rewarded with a summer like this, so... fuck?
Painkillers haven't been helping much. So it's just a matter of riding this out, and trying to take it easy, and if this doesn't clear up once school rolls around, it's... back to the doctors' again, I guess.
I'm sorry- I know I'm whining. I'm just not used to dealing with pain like this, and it's seriously been distracting me from drawing, or writing, or anything else I've wanted to do this summer. I'm worried about my ability to write. It just... doesn't feel the same to me. Although I can read, it doesn't... feel the same, either. I've accidentally knocked my head around far too many times this summer (unrelated to the headaches, I'm sure? It's not the same kind of pain.) and it's so... nnhhh. Fuck hypochondria.
if it is *just* hypochondria.
Even through the headaches - even if they'll limit my time on dA, somewhat - I'll get back in the swing of things. I miss you all, and isolating myself isn't doing much good.
I'll get better. <3